by Lauren Oliver - @oliverbooks
YA | Girls
First Line / They say that just before you die your whole life flashes before your eyes, but that’s not how it happened for me.
Summary / from the Publishers Weekly
Beautiful, popular Samantha and her three best friends are the ruthless queen bees of their high school. But Samantha is living a nightmare: throughout the book, she relives the day of her death seven times, with some dramatic alterations and revelations depending on her choices—ditching school to spend time with her younger sister or, on a day when life’s rules have all but lost their meaning, seducing a teacher. She faces the often tragic consequences of even the smallest acts, awakens to the casual cruelties all around her, and tries to get things right and maybe even redeem herself. If this sounds too much like a Groundhog Day–style plot, make no mistake: evocative of Jenny Downham’s Before I Die, Oliver’s debut novel is raw, emotional, and, at times, beautiful (“It amazes me how easy it is for things to change,” Samantha thinks. “how easy it is to start off down the same road you always take and wind up somewhere new”). Samantha’s best friends are funny, likable, and maddening, but readers will love Samantha best as she hurtles toward an end as brave as it is heartbreaking.Review / After reading DELIRIUM, I had been all the more eager to read before i fall – it had been sitting on my TBR pile since last summer. Let me say that, once you read Lauren Oliver, you will probably never, ever want to wait for another book of hers again!
Seven times Samantha relives her final days. Seven times she wonders why and how. Seven times she attempts to get it right – although she doesn’t even know what “it” is for certain. Seven times Samantha peeled away at all the superficial layers and wrestled with the goodness and badness inside her. I had to admire the many facets of Samantha and her best friends – they were both great and terrible people, living life to its badass fullest and hiding their insecurities behind devil-may-care attitudes. They were people I generally dislike, but Lauren Oliver revealed such flaws in them that you could not help but forgive them just a teensy bit.
There is something beautiful and tragic about knowing that a character dies – and Samantha does it more than once. before i fall is written with such a graceful flow that naturally comes when a character knows that death is inevitable. All the final reflections on hopes and life and things never to be done, Lauren Oliver lays it all out there for readers to the chance of still living and having a future – and making the most and best of it.
before i fall may sound like a teenaged Groundhog Day, but I guarantee that you will find it as moving and unforgettable as some girls are – althought perhaps with a more powerful ending that will leave readers at a breathless standstill.
---Disclaimer / Bought
---RELEASED MARCH 2010 BY HARPERTEEN














